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for those of you that read this blog in a feed reader,, i have had to change my feed as the feedburner 2.2 plugin was conflicting with the wordpress 2.5 update and not allowing me to post pictures… sorry for any inconvenience…..

now that i have this ironed out… (and only took me two days!!!!!!)… i would think by the time i get home from work tonight i ought to be able to write something worth posting!!!!!

all you have to do to correct the feed address is click on this little orange icon… and you are there…..

so this morning i wake up and cannot upload pictures to any of my sites… i have emailed my host… now the waiting game begins….

has anyone ever switched hosts?? i have so much content and so many image files i am scared to even try to move it all.. but it may be becomeing necessary to do so.. please contact me if you have done it sucessfully as i need to know what all is involved…. thanks…

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i have concluded,, for now at least,, my piece entitled technicolor… i have chosen to post the piece, in its entirety on just paisley…. you can find it here… technicolor….

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http://jonnywise.deviantart.com/art/A-artists-work-is-never-done-55718225

 

the following is an excerpt from a novelette i had been working on for quite some time.. it chronicles the life and times of a deaf, mute, Appalachian woman by the name of silence. it is written in dialect,, as well as a form i like to call rhyming prose.. if you enjoy this excerpt there are many more where this came from and you can find the unfinished story in its entirety, here….

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if they spoke a her birth,,, she never heard ‘em… if they blamed her for mamas dyin’,,, she was unaware… if they thought that she was less than, ‘cause she couldn’t hear ‘em… they was wrong. ’cause she never knowed,, and didn’t care..

as a baby, she never cried,,, so they called her silence. as a child she never talked,,, musta’ had no sense… she couldn’t go to school,,, so she worked with papa.. in silence,,, she hoed, and planted, and mended fence..

when she was twelve they brought a man ’round.. name a henry… when she was thirteen papa sent her off,, to be his wife.. she cried inside,,, that night,, when he done it to her,, but in silence,,, she accepted it as life….

season passed, and she could see, her belly growin’… when her henry patted her,,, on the bump,, it made him smile.. but when the pains come,,, she had no way a knowin’,, that li’l henry had been in there all the while….

with henry workin’, sun up to down,, in the fields.. with no papa,, no kin,, all a this was new… she learned on her own, to care, for li’l henry.. he spent his days,, and learned they ways,, of silence too…

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silence and her boy they cooked an mended.. they fed the hogs,, the cow, the goats,, the chickens too… they canned the fruit and smoked the meats and did the scrubbin’,, they did everything she come to know,, that she should do..

they walked for miles in the summer, just the two together,, they picked flowers, and pretty weeds,, no difference there.. they spent the winter choppin’ wood, and curin’ coonhide.. makin’ tend they wasn’t hungry, when the cupboards bare…

they made a friend, name ol’ miss may,, a bent old woman.. she lived, in yonder holler, just her, an’ them cats.. she learned li’l henry ’bout talkin’ and story tellin’, she learned ‘em both ‘bout livin’ off the land, ’bout birthin’ cats..

she could mix up a tincture, to cure what ails ya.. she could say a prayer, what would draw the pain, from henry’s back.. she could make a stew, out a weeds, and roots, and flowers.. she could make a dress, from an old, worn, burlap sack..

and when it come to birthin’, she knew,, no one had to git her.. she would come on up,, when the pains had just begun,, she brung a girl first a summer,, weren’t no blessin’,, truth was,, all they needed was ‘nother son…

the girl was fair, and she was thin,, they called her sister.. she growed up fast, and learned to walk in nar a year.. she had the smile of an angel, and they come to love her.. she weren’t a boy,, but henry said, “maybe next year…”

sure enough, her belly growed ‘bout time a plantin’,, by that fall, she was swoll clean out to here.. silence knowed now, and she could feel the baby growin’,, soon the night come, and ol’ may, she showed up there….

when ol’ may come, henry went off and left the women,, ‘cause he knowed his place,, and it surely wasn’t there.. when the boy come,, he had the caul of evil on him,,, ol’ may took him to the woodshed,, and left him there…

when she come back she sat in silence, and fashioned corn husks.. she twisted this, and bended that, and tied it here… she took great care, and and never spoke, whole time she worked it,, she give the doll to silence,, lit the candle and left her there…

silence lay sick, for what seemed like a season,, li’l henry he helped his pa, and sister too,, they did their best, while their ma was a mendin’,, but they couldn’t know her heart and spirit was broke in two…

on the full moon silence raised up, and put her dress on.. she took the doll, and the candle, and left the house.. she walked alone, down the mountain, to the holler,,, and there, she set fire to the doll,, and miss mays house….

she sat and watched,, as her tears, they fell in silence.. she loved miss may,, but she had to do,, what she had done.. for once evil, comes to rest, upon a family,, burnin’s the only way she knowed,, to make it run…

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a debate of sorts has been brought to my attention over on pearls before swine … i am wondering,, if you,, my valued readers,, would mind popping in over there and offering your two cents… i go back to the ALF tomorrow and i want to be able to share with the seniors the general consensus on this…

thank you in advance for your thoughts….

Friday 5: brunt, crack. key, cherry, discard

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as i slipped the key in the ignition
of my cherry ‘57 chevrolet sedan
i remember thinkin’ to my self
i can do this.. yes i can
i slipped out on the highway
in what i believe was dawns first light,
i have no idea what time it was
it had been a hell of a night

 

i reached into my shirt pocket
to grab myself a smoke
the engine started to cough a bit
so i let off on the choke
i couldn’t find my matches
so i popped the lighter in
white line stretched out ahead of me
oh what a night i’d been

 

i could tell by the way she pulled me along
that white line had me in tow
she knew just where my house was
she knew the way to go
mesmerized i let her guide me
up around that mountain road
i plum forgot that i was drivin’
as around the curves i rode

 

i cracked the last beer of the evenin’,,
and chugged down a long cold swalla’
took a deep drag on my cigarette
as we was comin’ up out of the holla’
and as i cranked the window down
to discard my cigarette
i looked down over the mountain side
and it was then i started to sweat

 

i grabbed and spun the wheel as
one tire slipped over the side
when i did that i lost all control
and my rear end swung out wide
i heard the crack as we hit the wall
i tried to bring her out of that tail spin
i watched as we went over the mountain side
and thats when the panic set in

 

i prayed to god, i saw my life
as it flashed by in bolts of light
i thought for sure i was a goner
all alone there that dark night
somehow while i was prayin’
beggin’ forgiveness for the brunt of my sin
that chevrolet she came to rest
and i just had to grin

 

i knew right then that i’d been spared
somewhere somehow someway
and that someone up there liked me
and i would live another day
i climbed out the broken windshield
on to the hood all covered in glass
seemed all my parts was accounted for
so laid down on the cool wet grass

 

it occurred to me as i lay there
in that dawns early mornin’ light
“i gotta quit drivin’ when i’m drinkin’”
lord,, it had been a hell of a night

photo:

http://chrisrollason.deviantart.com/art/

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as many of you know,, i work in a deli.. a large part of what i do,, is asking people what they want on their sandwiches…. the typical response is… “i don’t want any… (insert appropriate ingredient here)”

instead of telling me what they DO want,,, 9 times out of 10 people will respond by telling me what they DO NOT want ….

i have to wonder,, what does that say about us as a society??

are we fearful of asking for what we want??? is that possible??? in 2007??? are we still ingrained with the victorian ethic that says “never give a voice to your desires?”

or is it more accurate to say that we are more comfortable declaring what we are not willing not accept?? have we set standards for ourselves as to what will not make us happy,, but forgotten to let others (perhaps even ourselves) know what will???

in the event that is the case,,, could this very simple response,, in fact be key to why we have so much trouble forming and maintaining relationships?? could it be that we voice an opinion,, more often, when we feel we have been infringed upon?? or perhaps in order to ward off said infringement??

do you let your spouse, significant other, family, friends, children,, know what it is that they DO that makes you happy,, or content,, or comfortable?? or do you reserve your opinion until they are doing something you DO NOT want them to do???

just once i would like to ask someone what they want,, and have them say…. “you know what i would love……”

“tell me what you want…..”

its not just for porno any more….

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http://www.gooseberriesmarket.com/images/departments/deli.jpg

 

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i got off to a great start today,, i wrote a long over due chapter for chain fiction and a poem for friday 5 called “she fell” ,,, and even if i am tooting my own horn,, i am especially proud of the way it turned out…

i then got side tracked by a friends request to write something of a more personal nature,, and with that in the back of my mind,, i find myself unable to come up with any witty banter for you here today on …why paisley???

a couple of things i have posted as of late on my other blogs might be of intrest to you… i’ll link a few in case your interested…..

an impressionistic poem about a pebble falling in a pond….. reverberation

a short story of with a bit of a trick ending….. mama

a poem dealing with domestic violence….. swallow it

a terza rima style poem that was inspired by conversations with my blogging friend rambler….. covet i….

and speaking of rambler,, he was kind enough to submit a lovely poem to the ink pot that was posted today called….. strengthening pillars

there… i think that ought to tide you over…..

see ya tomorrow…..

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http://icyeyes887.deviantart.com/art/Potpourri-25290979

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according to your
death certificate
you ceased to exist sometime
before 12:01am
on 011704,,
yet they credit you with dying
on that day
according to who’s timepiece???
would celebrating the time of
your departure
which we know was sometime on
the eve of 011604
and not at all on the day
with which you are accredited with
such a feat on your head stone
somehow upset
the pomp and circumstance
the ceremony
the general day to day
flow of eternal bliss
of the afterlife???
given my knowledge
of your appreciation of
my totally outlandish
balls to the wall
attitude
i am thinking i will do
just that….

fuck ‘em if they can’t take a joke…

ILY jodi

photo:

http://daszweiteich.deviantart.com/art/fuck-49359223

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last night i went to bed fully accepting the fact that i only have to live, till the dogs die… i am making no effort at building a life for myself,, and if i continue to decline at the current rate,, i will be over ripe for deaths plucking by then..

i went so far as to realize that if i don’t get myself writing,, the legacy i wish to leave behind will never be finished in time… i wondered if my mother will be able to read what i write when i am gone.. if maybe then,, knowing who i really am will become more palatable…

two weeks from now, i might wake up encouraged, and feel once again like i can do this.. but it never gets beyond that.. i never actually “do” anything”… i don’t know why.. i just can’t…

sociopathic paralysis??? psychological sabotage??? emotional dismemberment??? …hormonal insanity?

take your pick…..

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http://cannibal-slayer.deviantart.com/art/Beautifully-Depressed-6488638

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