Chaos by ~moonbeamballerina on deviantART
i am so thinking about
what i have to do
to make my life livable..
don’t get me wrong,,
i love my little corner of the world..
i love my solitude..
i love my dogs …
i love my house..
i love my writing..
but i am a very
unsatisfactory
boring
human being
at the moment-
and i need to add….
some chaos..
i’d love to say
love-
or sex-
or entertainment-
if i thought for a minute
that would fit the bill…
but i know me
and chaos
is the only thing
that rings true to me..
the only thing
that makes my heart race
the only thing
that makes me feel-
alive…
i know not
from what source
such chaos will come..
i don’t even know
if it is possible
in a little town
of just over 500 people
on the west coat
of marin county califoinrnia
to find an adequate amount
of chaos
to fulfill my desire
but i do know..
i am gonna find out….
